Tumblr (3.0; @diariumcollective)http://www.diariumcollective.com/<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m15k4hCkgo1qzmgnwo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><em>california rain/staying in bed</em></p> <p>nikon d40x</p> <p>Valenica, CA</p>http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/19591651852http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/19591651852Mon, 19 Mar 2012 18:07:27 -0400by Amandaphotographydigitallos angeles<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzk4ysbnwk1qzmgnwo1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzk4ysbnwk1qzmgnwo2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p><em>don’t forget this part about me.</em></p> <p>minolta x-700.</p> <p>mexico + manhattan.</p>http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/19556818841http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/19556818841Sun, 18 Mar 2012 23:29:17 -0400filmphotographyby Katrinaself portraitmexiconew york<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzszveiQaI1qzmgnwo1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzszveiQaI1qzmgnwo2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzszveiQaI1qzmgnwo3_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzszveiQaI1qzmgnwo4_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p><em>jane in spain, black&white.</em></p> <p>minolta x-700</p> <p>barcelona + madrid</p>http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/19238759560http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/19238759560Tue, 13 Mar 2012 12:24:22 -0400by Katrinaphotographyportraitjanespainbarcelonamadrid<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0fmkgO9Nm1qzmgnwo1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0fmkgO9Nm1qzmgnwo2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0fmkgO9Nm1qzmgnwo3_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p><em>first touch</em>, for <a href="http://exquisitemistake.net" target="_blank">exquisitemistake</a></p> <p>Nikon N90s</p> <p>CalArts, Valenica CA</p>http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/18808510202http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/18808510202Mon, 05 Mar 2012 17:02:39 -0500by AmandaphotographyfilmrehearsalsExquisite MistakeCalArts<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzxdohsAHt1qzmgnwo1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzxdohsAHt1qzmgnwo2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzxdohsAHt1qzmgnwo3_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzxdohsAHt1qzmgnwo4_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzxdohsAHt1qzmgnwo5_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzxdohsAHt1qzmgnwo6_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p><em>theme park windows.</em></p> <p>minolta x-700</p> <p>florida</p>http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/18510817828http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/18510817828Wed, 29 Feb 2012 16:37:41 -0500by Katrinaphotographyfilmwindowsharry potterwizarding world of harry potter<p>You used to be friends with these people, I want to say.  You drove Mrs. Epperson to the hospital when she was giving birth to Sally.  Mr. Epperson was out of town on a business trip and it was pouring rain but you did it.  You played cards with the Montgomery’s every Monday night, you came home drunk and singing and laughing and happy, holding my mother’s hand and spinning her, equally drunk, around the kitchen table.  You helped Mr. Parks fix his car, you shoveled Mrs. Allen’s driveway for her after her husband died.  Every single time it snowed.  Without being asked and without being prompted or reminded. </p> <p>This was your neighborhood.  This was your town.  And you left.  You got out.</p> <p>These small towns are toxic, you said.  They’re suffocating.  They get under your skin and they imprint themselves on you and they never let you get away from them.  And the only way to break free is to break free completely, and that’s why you did it.  That’s why you left.  You can never come back because it will never be the same.  The people here, they attach onto you like a parasite, like an outsider; they suck away everything positive.  They feed on possibility - what you could have done with yourself, what you could have made of yourself.  Places you could have gone, people you would have met. </p> <p>That’s what you said but I don’t think you meant any of it.  I think it came from a place of anger, from a place of sadness, from a place of being cast out and stripped of all title and banned from ever returning.  It wasn’t your choice to leave.  And I think that’s why you had to hate it.  You had to hate it to save yourself from the pain of losing it.   </p>http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/18408143719http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/18408143719Mon, 27 Feb 2012 19:46:35 -0500writingfictionlitby Katrinaprose<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzpg1j6Pqu1qzmgnwo1_r1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzpg1j6Pqu1qzmgnwo2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p><em>Kate</em></p> <p>Yashica FX-3</p> <p>Valencia, CA</p>http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/18336844170http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/18336844170Sun, 26 Feb 2012 16:15:12 -0500by Amandaphotographykatefilm<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzpghtpP6y1qzmgnwo1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzpghtpP6y1qzmgnwo2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzpghtpP6y1qzmgnwo3_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p><em><a href="http://exquisitemistake.net" target="_blank">in rehearsals</a></em></p> <p>Yashica T4</p> <p>CalArts, Valencia CA</p>http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/18288078302http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/18288078302Sat, 25 Feb 2012 21:19:00 -0500by AmandaphotographyfilmCalArtsExquisite Mistakerehearsals<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzxep3BW3j1qzmgnwo1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzxep3BW3j1qzmgnwo2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p><em>self portraits - two tattoos.</em></p> <p>canon t1i.</p> <p>new york, new york.</p>http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/18222817751http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/18222817751Fri, 24 Feb 2012 20:58:02 -0500by Katrinainknew yorknycphotographyportraittattoosshel silversteinwilliam wordsworthwinnie the pooh<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzsyvniXAf1qzmgnwo1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzsyvniXAf1qzmgnwo2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzsyvniXAf1qzmgnwo3_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p><em>manufactured castles.</em></p> <p>minolta x-700/ canon t1i</p> <p>orlando, florida</p>http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/18216112965http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/18216112965Fri, 24 Feb 2012 19:07:56 -0500by Katrinaphotographyfilmcastleharry potterwizarding world of harry potter<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzpfqjfUbB1qzmgnwo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><em>the first thing she did in Spain was sleep</em></p> <p>Yashica FX-3</p> <p>Barcelona, Spain</p>http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/18199004588http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/18199004588Fri, 24 Feb 2012 14:10:49 -0500by Amandaphotographyfilmkate<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzphai8GxB1qzmgnwo1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzphai8GxB1qzmgnwo2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p><em>coffee and wine</em></p> <p>Contax iiia</p> <p>Valencia, CA</p>http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/18080513330http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/18080513330Wed, 22 Feb 2012 14:00:05 -0500by Amandakatephotographyfilm<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzpf4t50Hy1qzmgnwo1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzpf4t50Hy1qzmgnwo2_r1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p><em>after the death</em></p> <p>Contax iiia</p> <p>CalArts, Valencia CA</p>http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/18079510384http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/18079510384Wed, 22 Feb 2012 13:37:06 -0500by AmandaphotographyfilmCalArtsExquisite Mistakerehearsals<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzk4dhSjjN1qzmgnwo1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzk4dhSjjN1qzmgnwo2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p><em>blue and green.</em></p> <p>minolta x-700 + expired fuji film.</p> <p>puerto rico.</p>http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/18037600085http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/18037600085Tue, 21 Feb 2012 19:03:14 -0500by Katrinaphotographyfilmpuerto rico<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzpimmf2611qzmgnwo1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzpimmf2611qzmgnwo2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzpimmf2611qzmgnwo3_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p><em>Kate and Milo</em></p> <p>Yashica FX-3</p> <p>Brooklyn, NY</p>http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/17961437279http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/17961437279Mon, 20 Feb 2012 14:39:57 -0500by Amandaphotographyfilmkate<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzpfuoA9yI1qzmgnwo1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzpfuoA9yI1qzmgnwo2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p><em>red</em></p> <p>Contax iiia</p> <p>Los Angeles, CA</p>http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/17957936387http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/17957936387Mon, 20 Feb 2012 13:41:00 -0500by Amandaphotographykatelos angelesfilm<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzk4hvEBg31qzmgnwo1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzk4hvEBg31qzmgnwo2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p><em>without you there.</em></p> <p>minolta x-700</p> <p>san francisco, california</p>http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/17842874585http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/17842874585Sat, 18 Feb 2012 16:33:29 -0500photographyfilmsan franciscocaliforniaby Katrina<p>From where I stood, the sky was split above me-</p> <p>one side light, clear, sunshine practically dripping down.</p> <p>And then the other, so stormy</p> <p>it was nearly black.</p> <p>No blending, no grey, no shifting from one to the other,</p> <p>you could simply step one lung&#8217;s length to the side</p> <p>and you were under a different sky.</p> <p>The split stretched straight above my head, just me</p> <p>and a pack of birds, wild and rabid, darting</p> <p>from light to dark like they were trying to sew</p> <p>the two halves whole.</p>http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/17775875316http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/17775875316Fri, 17 Feb 2012 14:09:00 -0500by Amandanew script explorationcalartswriting<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzjwzfRfFf1qzmgnwo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><em>kate</em></p> <p>contax iiia</p> <p>Newhall, CA</p>http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/17775668835http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/17775668835Fri, 17 Feb 2012 14:04:27 -0500by Amandaphotographyfilmkate<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzichk8GWr1qzmgnwo1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzichk8GWr1qzmgnwo2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzichk8GWr1qzmgnwo3_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzichk8GWr1qzmgnwo4_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzichk8GWr1qzmgnwo5_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzichk8GWr1qzmgnwo6_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p><em>under the sea.</em></p> <p>disposable underwater camera.</p> <p>Virgin Gorda, BVI</p>http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/17731116420http://www.diariumcollective.com/post/17731116420Thu, 16 Feb 2012 17:44:07 -0500by Katrinaunderwaterdisposable camerafilmphotography35mm